After two and a half years, I can go out and order anything I want. I don't have to constantly check ingredients and ingredients of the ingredients in restaurants. No more long discussions with the head chef, back and forth between staff members to take apart the menu, nervous or incorrigible waitresses, no scouring over notebooks and webpages to view the truth about the food being sold in every restaurant that is run differently. I wasn't sure if having sugar back in my diet was ever possible. This week has been very surreal and I am still trying to comprehend the fact that I can eat out and participate in potluck-like dinners.
Sugar is not something I can have all the time, and probably never will be. For one, this intolerance has a high likelyhood of getting worse again if I over do it. Therefore, I have to be strict on dosages. Also, it's sugar. If It start eating too much of it, it's straight back to Appleton's Suicide from Sugar to regain my perspective.
Whether I have sugar only when I go out, on rare occasion, or once or twice a week, I don't know yet. Depends on how my body will handle it now and in what amounts. Having experience with 9+ food allergies, I can say with out hesitancy that sugar is the hardest. It's just in too many things. And there is a HUGE difference between being able to have something a little and not being able to have a single gram of it.
I think the next milestone will be to not be dependent on 9 supplements or to not have to "rotate" so many foods -- wheat, eggs, yeast...
(Really excited about the holidays this year!) Whoo!
Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above,
coming down from the Father of lights
James 1:17a
